i'm in love with your mind, your shape, your form / you're the inspiration

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mushrooms and roses is the place to be (smells like love to me) 

where all the lonely droids and lovers have their wildest dreams

the golden door of our emotions opens here

we're all virgins to the joys of loving without fear

dresses +/ lace doesn't happen that often here

bershka lace dress (here)
+ adidas originals superstars

i oughta go with the flow of the universe

 - not yours

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wow this took a while. what can i say

despite the fact that my heart yearns for something other than working and building a career, i love my job for now, there's just a whole lot of work right now. so i'm just trying to keep up with the blogging. some of you might remember that it used to blog a lot for about 4-5 years and some of you also might know what it ended with. it included so much writing and sharing - years later it's very weird to put this all out here again.

yet here i am, talking to you again. and i like you guys. and i won't bite

i just want to hug y'all. since i can't -

here's the new BONOBO track, which also feels like a hug. but to your ears

since winter is getting nearer, don't forget to be warm to each other. and above all - don't forget to try to understand and listen

inspire - braidsandstripes

ps. crazy busy at work lately. will do an outfit post soon x
until then - braid your hair

mall night with chalkboard wall

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ülemiste mall re-opened on thursday after a lot of rebuilding and designing. on wednesday evening, a friend called and asked me whether i could help Toit's out by drawing something on a pretty big wall they had painted with chalkboard paint. after seeing a photo of the wall i didn't really think it was possible since 1) i was at work at that moment and was to be at work the next morning as well and 2) i couldn't predict how much time it would take me. no time to plan anything out but for some weird reason i decided i will do this haha. 

luckily i have my supermegaloving boyfriend who joined me and eventually we filled it out together. we yawned and drew and climbed around the place and drew some more and drank coffee and yawned but by 3am we managed to finish : ) i'm sure i could've made it even more awesome and neater and stuff but on such short notice i think it came out pretty sweet. here's a ton of pictures:

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the new Toit's is pretty cool, the biggest one they have made yet - i won't be eating often there probably because Toit's City is right next to my office in the city center but i advise you check them out if you haven't yet : >

it's just childish. kauai

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i cannot even comprehend the music that donald glover aka childish gambino has brought to us in the past few years. i have never been a crazy fangirl type, but i would sure as hell jump in the front row of his gig screaming "bino bae i know all your lyrics!!". i love the honesty, i love the soul, his lyrical style and the beats. i think it's love, because it feels like love to me. "kauai" will leave me harassing the repeat button for a while, again. riding my bike in the morning to work with "retro" playing was truly mellow. also shoutout to jayden smith ha

hey heatless curls are cool

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 putting pictures of legs and hair in the same post is totally alright because my way

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i'm constantly trying out ways to tie my hair for the night. i don't like the curls that my hair gets from regular braids; leaving them open or in a ponytail isn't good either because then there will be a loooot of combing in the morning. my hair is naturally pretty oily plus they're very processed which makes that situation worse - so i usually have the temptation to wash it in the mornings which gives it a chance to stay nice and clean for two days, if i'm lucky. problem is when i leave in the morning, they will still be wet from washing which often leaves me hair-do-less for the day. i like messy hair but after a while it gets kinda depressing - feels like you have no time to take care of yourself and by the end of the day my hair looks pretty raggedy : >  i'm also not a curling iron user - blowdrying and straightening is already enough heat for my hair : < and damn youtube has like a gazillion different videos for how how to tie them.

this time i used this tutorial to twist my hair into two little cute blobs on the sides. it's super easy and only takes a few minutes. i didn't use any product or spray afterwards since that can be counterproductive in my case and my hair is still fluffy and curly after a day at work. i shall recommend you to try this out if you're longing for heatless curls : > if your hair is very eager to get back straight again then it's probably better if you used some kind of hairspray.

ps. don't mind the huge collar, i love stealing my boyfriends clothes